Well this is the first time that I'll go blogging. -TESTING-

Currently listening to: Hale - Kung Wala Ka
Currently reading: Microbio Book
Currently feeling: happy

naku! 2 exam sa microbio at damn... bagsak ako pareho wahahaha...buti pa c pareng Robert pasado sa 2 exam. Nagaral ako kaya lng masyado kaming nagingay nila aileen kung kelan dapat nagaral kami.. wahehe..  dun naman sa activity namin sa physics (how long is your digestive system) nalaman ko na 5.6:1 ang ratio ng haba ng digestive tract sa height ng isang tao! grabe noh? kahit pala gano ka kaliit e meron kang lubid sa sikmura... nyehehe... nagkamli pa nga kami ni timmy sa pagtatali ng knot dun e! inulit namin ung mga knots e in the first place, tama naman pala un mga ginawa namin...

 

so pagtapos ng klase, nag  DOTA kami nila Nat. As usual, gamit ko ang isa sa king mga favorite na c Lion the Demon Witch. kampi ko nun c Levi(Shandelzare, The Vengeful Spirit), Nat (Bradwarden, Centaur Warchief) at Christian (Raigor Stonehoof, The Earthshaker). Ako nga lng ang malambot sa team e! pero in 25:46 seconds of action e nag Godlike ako agad.. salamat sa mala kuryente ng meralco na ultimate ni Lion na finger of death! wahahah...

 

pag tapos mag DOTA, dumiretso na ko sa Garcia's Supermarket para magshopping para sa mga kasama ko sa nursing paper. Medyo nalate kasi ako dahil ko napansin ang oras kakalaro namin ng dota. Bumili ako ng 2 oreo, 1 oishi potato ridges, 1 vcut, 1 cheese rings tsaka sour cream and onion na Piatos. 2 1.5 na coke ang binanatan namin. good for my diabetes!

 

Pag dating ko dun, dinatnan ko si Stef, Russel, Ate Fifi, Ate Bunny at si Tine. Nagpalakpakan cla sa aking pagdating dahil sa dami ng dala kong pagkain. Lahat cla may dala dalang music player kaya seryoso sa pageedit pero cyempre, inde pinagiintay ang grasya kaya inubos namin agad ung food. Pagkatapos ng mahabang joke time, tinapos ko nang edit ung last entry ko sa paper (brain drain) at nung tinignan nila, halos wala ng clang comment kasi pag business ang inatupag ko, business talaga! Tapos nun mga bandang 9 pm, nawala c Russel kaya bumaba ako ng lobby. Dun sa lobby, nakachat namin si Sir Siega, Sir Barte tsaka c Mam Madie. Ang babait talaga ng mga prof namin lalo pag sa labas na ng klase! parang magbabarkada lng kami magbiruan! cguro mga 10 kami natapos magkwentuhan nila sir kaya umuwi kami agad nila Ate Fifi. Sabay kami ni Marik umuwi kasi si Stef, nageedit pa para sa Trinity Observer. Pag uwi ko sa bahay, 11 na ata at natulog na ko agad.

Currently listening to: I'm Not Okay I Promise - My Chemical Romance
Currently reading: wala
Currently watching: wala din
Currently feeling: thankful

yehey! tapos na kami magedit ng gazette! sana marelease namin to on the 14th para naman mabasa before our big night! (dec 15 sa party central)

grabe fully booked pala sked ko! take a peek!

 

Dec 8 Last day of editing

Dec 9 Punta sa printing press

Dec 10 Poem reading for literature starts(prelims)

Dec 11 Christmas Congvergence for Victory Christmas Fellowship

Dec 12-14 prelim exams, release of gazette (hopefully), party namin sa physics

Dec 15 Big Night

Dec 16 Debut ni Carleen (18 roses ako yikeeee~), party dapat ng YOF e mas priority ko ung debut.. sorry peeps >_<

Dec 17 party ng barkada @ javi's place in Malabon

Dec 21-22 party ng Rizal over at popo's place in Paenaan

alam nyo bang sobrang natutuwa ako sa sobrang busy kong sched... ngaun lng uli ako nakapagseryoso ng ganito sa buhay! hehehe...

 

good luck sa tin sa prelims! sana magenjoy ako sa mga regalong matatanggap ko sa party!

argh! d ako natutuwa dahil matatapos na ang classes! sobra kasing nasa sa school ang life ko e...

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ginising ako ni ma at ni jeen... pucha alas sais na pala ng gabi! mwahahaha! kasi 10 am na ako nakauwi. Nagencode kasi kami ng laman ng gazette sa laptop ni tine.. As usual kaming magic circle of 5 ang magkakasama... Russel, Ate Fifi, Tine, Yen at ako! Pero bago ang lahat simulan natin ang kwento sa PE class ko...

PE namin e volleyball.. Practicals namin ngaun e since may injury ako, exempted na naman! wakeke.. After ng PE, diretso ako sa CR ng gym at nagbihis.. paglabas ko wala na ang barkada ko at nagtext na dun daw cla tutuloy sa bahay nila mommy elsie.. e pucha nman magisa ko magcocommute? T_T .. buti na lng nakita ko c marik at ryan kaya inaya ko na lng cla kumain sa BK.. sa BK, nagswap kami ni ryan ng cd. Hale ko sa kanya spongecola nya sa kin.. astig gusto ko talaga ung cd ng sponge.. Aun, I spent the next 3 hours of my break reading the da vinci code.. halfway pa lng ako.. page 251 ata ako nagstop at medyo heart pounding na ang mga nangyayari kila Sophie at Robert... Oops change topic.. So nung nandun pala ko sa hsc habang nagbabasa ng DVC, nameet ko c ate jaro na kasama ko sa SNA online forum boards na magspam.. hehe mabait pala cya... tapos maya maya nakita na ko ni ate fufu at sinamahan ko cya dun sa room sa taas para magencode. Maya maya pumasok na ko ng SHE. Nagdamdam pala c padi pearl dun sa irony na sinabi ko nung last time. Kala ko naman nagets nya un. D ko naman naisip na inde pala kami magkasingtanda para magets nya ung sinabi ko so nagapologize naman ako. Ang galing nga e ako pa kasabay ni mam pababa at chika chika kami. I feel dumb nung nabanggit nya ung about the matter pero afterwards nung nagapologize na ako, I feel better na kasi I think I did what I should. E di un.. punta na kami ng AS para sa literature. Nagpoetry reading na kami at ang daming commercial lalo na nung nandun c Sir Agbing. Narinig ko kasi c Ashte na sabihin ung kanyang proverb "the early gay catches the bird" mwahahaha...

Hindi ko na naintay matapos ung presentations kasi nagtext na c yen na kelangan daw nila ko dun sa editing so 6pm kahit inde pa tapos ang klase, nagpaexcuse na ko kay mam at pumunta na ko dun sa HSC. Dinatnan ko dun c Yen, Russel at Tine na naglalaro ng scrabble sa laptop. Nakijoin ako pero sa gitna ng laro namin, dumating c Stef para ipaburn sa BF nya dun sa Trinity Observer ung pictures nmin ng SNA days at cake fiesta. So naglakad kami ni Russel papuntang garcia para bumili ng cd-r at on our way, para kaming nagkaron ng contest. Paramihan ng kakilala na masasalubong. mwahaha.. kahit super celebrity sa school c russel, mas marami akong kakilala na nasalubong. Naisip isp ko "buti na lng" Afterwards, kumain na kami at dumiretso sa place ni ate fifi sa garden heights. Dun kami nagencode sa penthouse na sobrang lamig at kita mo ang buong new manila. Ang tagal naming magkausap ni Russel dun sa may open space ng penthouse na may bermuda pa at d ko maimagine na sobrang dami ko palang nakwento sa kanya tungkol sa buhay ko.. haha grabe ang kulit namin. Kung ano ang laman ng paguusap namin? amin amin na lng un bwahahaha...

Tapos nung time na mejo inaantok na ko, tsaka lumabas lahat ng adrenaline ni Yen at sobrang kinulit ako habang kumakanta ng teletubbies! waaaaah kahit ang sakit ng ulo ko at gusto kong matulog, hinarot ko na lng para masaya. At nung napagod ang lahat, natulog na kami. 7 na nung nagising kami at nagalmusal kami sa jolibee. 9 na kami naghiwa hiwalay duun. Di ako nakapunta sa Christmas Convergence ng Youth On Fire sa Araneta.. Nakakahiya naman sa mga kaibigan ko dun. Bawi na lng ako next time peeps!

Magaaral na muna ko para sa Healthcare bukas. Gagawa pa ko ng tula sa lit. Bibili ng regalo para sa exchange gift namin sa gazette at sa debut ni carleen. whew. MASAYA TONG WEEK NA TO!

Currently listening to: Bent Down- Hale
Currently reading: Da Vinci Code
Currently watching: Wala po
Currently feeling: touched

last day na namin ngaun at hc exam mamaya! mamaya ko din babasahin ung poem ko for our prelims sa lit! hehe! tsaka na ako magkwekwento papagupit pa kasi ako!

 

gibberish ba? hehe!

Currently listening to: ur beautiful - james blunt
Currently reading: angels and demons

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

Christmas is inching closer and closer! U can feel it in ur bones... The cool breeze in the wind, the christmas spirit is in the air and the most common sight before xmas.. FULLY LOADED MALLS! haha! xmas sales!

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Kanina natapos ang taong 2005 para sa mga klase namin! Nagsagot lang kami ng questions ni Mam Onifa sa lit at inde na nya pinabasa ung tula nya samin... buti naman...  tapos nun ay ung exam namin sa healthcare... to be honest madali lng un exam! sumama lng loob ko kasi nakalimutan ko ung forms and contents ng mga vaccines kanina! 10 points din un... amf d ko naalala ung mga attenuated bacteria and toxins... anyway tapos naman na un! so pagkatapos nun, magdodota sna ako pero nagsisimula pa lng kami, sinundo na ako nila ate fufu sa miriam! ok lng... nag LRT kami papuntang santolan (via gilmore) at nung nasa LRT ako, the ghosts of my past haunted me... hehe... nevermind! so pagbaba namin dun ay medyo nahirapan kami sumakay sa labas ng LRT.. pero after mga 10 mins cguro e aun nakasakay din kami sa fx. Sa sta lucia, naglibot libot kami. C ate fifay, c tin at yen magkakasama kami naman ni Kuya Gerard e aun nagkwekwentuhan sa labas... isang nobela din pala ang buhay ng taong ito naisip isp ko.. hehehe... buti nga nagkasundo kami agad... Sayang wala c russel! pagtapos nilang bumili ng damit sa ang gara, dumirecho kami sa bahay upang magdinner... then naglakad lakad kami ng onti at umuwi na cla... At ito ako ngaun nagtatype ng blog ko habang iniisip kung anong sasabihin ko kay carleen sa inde ko pagpunta sa debut nya... kakahiya naman... basta bahala na!!!

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Bukas na ang big night! hehehe! excited na ako! gusto ko sanang mag emcee dun pero sabi ni russel, kung mag emcee ako e di ako makakasama sa mga frends ko.. meaning late kakain, inde makakasayaw at nakadikit ka lng sa stage! inde na noh! mas ok na ung isang table lang kami ng frends ko! sana maging masaya ung big night bukas...

Special Thanks to Mr. Robert Bautista (ang aking katukayo) para sa cd ng mga techno songs! sana ay patugtugin ito bukas... inde ko kasi nabigay sa committee kanina ung cd e bukas na lng ng umaga hehehe!

 

kewl!

Currently listening to: Helena - My Chemical Romance
Currently reading: wala po mamaya angels and demons
Currently watching: itong monitor
Currently feeling: super saya!

HAAAAAAAAAY! sobrang nakakapagod tong week na to! as in the whole month pala!

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"Ganda nyo ngaun ah?!" yan ang mga words na sinabi ko kay Yen at ate Fifi nung sunduin namin cla ni Kuya Jerard sa Garden Heights. Medyo off track lng naman ung oras ng pagalis namin for the big night since ang nakalagay dun sa oras e "7:00 pm" at alas otso na at noon pa lng kami aalis, and to think na usher c ate Fifi... WOW!

Nagtaxi na lng kami at medyo nahirapan pa nga kami sumakay. Dumating kami ng party central ng mga around 9 pm na and guess what? nagsisimula pa lng ang program! hahaha... kumain na lng kami agad. Kung maloko nga lng ako, 2 beses o 3 beses ako kakain dun sa big night dahil ang mga nagbibigay ng food stubs e ang mga mahal kong kaibigan na cla Aiza at Ethel... hehehe! pero if u'll ask me, sobrang bitin ung food! Hamonado, Steamed Rice, Carbonara, Fruit Salad at Iced Tea.. WOW na naman! pero di bale! may prize naman ako na SNA bag dahil dun sa mahiwagang stub na nasa ilalim ng lamesa namin... astig...

FOR DETAILS SA NANGYARI SA SNA BIG NIGHT NAMIN, GO CHECK ROBERT's BLOG: www.tabulas.com/~kwatrein_01

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at kung binasa mo ang nasa blog ni robert, inde ko na ikekwento pa ang ibang detalye! kwento ko na lng ang nangyari sa pagkatpos ng big night..

So pagkatapos ng big night, inaya kami ni Yen kumain sa labas. Buti na lng at nasama namin si Russel na 2 araw na kaming iniindian.. hehe.. ngaun lng cla nagmeet ni Kuya Je.. Masya ung kain namin sa tropical at dumaan pa nga cla sir Barte dun para kunin ni ate Frannie (SNA secretary) ung fone nya kay Rus. Kung inde pa pala ako kakaway e inde aalis tong si sir.. hehe.. after nun e magsisimbang gabi dapat kami sa Sto. Domingo pero nung nandun na kami at nakaupo na, amf.. sumakit tiyan at ulo ko.. nagtaxi ako pauwi ng wala sa oras. Pagbaba ko ng taxi, I threw up! WOW! sakit ng head ko grabe.. natulog na ko at ginising nila ko ng mga 12 pm dahil pupunta naman ako sa party ng barkada....

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4 pm ng December 16 ang usapan naming magbabarkada na magkikita sa 7-11 sa gateway para pumunta sa haws nila Javi sa Malabon. As usual, Filipino time nagdatingan ang mga bruha! kaming mga lalaki, 4:20 pa lng ata e complete na.. 6 na kami nacomplete at tska kami sumakay ng bus na biyaheng UE Letre. Malamig sa bus at si Joan ang katabi ko. Namiss ko ang barkada ko dahil sa mga inde ko pagsama sa meeting at mga lakad nila dahil sa Gazette.. Pero sobrang nagenjoy din ako kasama ang mga Co-Editors ko.. Anyway balik tyo sa party namin... so aun sa bus, pinilit matulog ni joan dahil wala pa cyang tulog pero inde cya makatulog.. maingay ung music kahit magaganda tsaka mauga ung bus.. So kauwi uwian e aun, nauwi din sa pagtulog cya dun na lng sa bahay nila Javi. Pag dating namin dun, kanya kanyang asikaso na nang gagawin ang mga barkada ko. May nagluto, may bumili ng share at kami naman ni Marik, nagDOTA sa katabing PC shop ng haws nila dad. Nakalaban namin ung may ari ng shop tsaka isang customer dun ng 2 on 2.. Nagchaos knight ako dahil inde ko kilala ung mga kalaro ko at the usual thing happened.. pag chaos knight ako, no one can stop me.. so nanalo! pinapabalik nga kami kaya lng magstart na kami ng party e...

pag akyat namin, kainan na ng food halos. daming food! tempura, sushi, lechong manok at baboy, lasagna, rice, braso de mercedes tsaka mga tarts. Pagkatpos ng kainan e exchange gift. Spongecola CD ang binigay sa kin ni Ness na cya palang nakabunot sa kin... hehehe... after that e naglabasan kami ng sama ng loob sa isa't isa... amin amin na lng ung mga detalye... hehehe... pero isa lng masasabi ko... I'm so thankful na cla barkada ko

nagparlor games kami ng sobrang dami at inde man lng ako nanalo kahit isang beses... kala ko mananalo na ako dun sa group charades... kainis naman kasi mga nabunot ko na papahulaan e... Freeway, simple life tska georgio armani... pano mo naman aact out un? haha! tapos nun nagsimbang gabi na kami.. sobrang antok na antok ako mula s simbang gabi hanggang umuwi kmi. Natulog ao ng 9 at nagising ng 6. Pag gising ko, pumunta ko kila Jan dahil sabi ng mama ko, ilang araw na clang pabalik balik dito at inde naman kami nagaabot dahil lagi akong wala... ung pala gusto lng nila mag DOTA.. nagdota kami at pagkatapos e pumunta kami ng BK at pagtapos dun, tumambay kami sa loob ng estrada ni Jan sa tapat ng house nila ER. At ito ako nagtatype ng mga nangyari sa huling 3 araw ng buhay ko... tulog muna ko!!!!

Currently listening to: wala
Currently reading: wala din
Currently watching: wala din po
Currently feeling: SUPER HAPPY!

happy holidays people! ingat po sa mga uuwi sa province...

Currently listening to: Una - Spongecola
Currently reading: Angels and Demons
Currently watching: None
Currently feeling: Antok ng onti

I've been inspired by someone to do this short summary of how the year has transpired.. My passion for writing is back! Just try to

look at this as an editorial.. Hope u enjoy it!

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Twenty o' five. Cock a doodle doo. It was the year of the Rooster.

My year started just like the previous ones; plain and simple. I never expected it to be the best year of my life. As things unfolded

eventually, it turned out that it will be.

My birthday, the 25th of April, fell on a monday where we had summer classes. Only few have remembered but likewise, I don't feel

bad. "They're just busy" I said. With that in mind, I lived life forgetting my bday and thinking it was one of the worst I had. I was still an

atheist back then and so, there was no one up there to resort to at this time I told myself. Instead of crying over spilled milk, I worked

my way towards the semester to earn myself good grades. Luckily, I did. I got 1.0 in my speech class, 2.0 in my literature class and

a questionable 3.0 in my health ethics. Why? The highest grade any of my classmates had was 2.25. The rest of the 30+ sections

enjoyed the luxury of getting flat ones in the subject. Through the adversity, I heard murmurs from within me saying "summer classes

lng yan!". The rest of the summer days was academic. Some of my classmates looked for our professor to complain about the

insufficient grade he gave us whereas the others was planning about an outing already. While they all indulged in their activities, I was

busy preparing for the tournaments coming up. I was a magic:the gathering active player back then. I attended FNM's (Friday Night

Magic) at the Hobby Haven in Katipunan weekly and I remember winning the first place five times in a span of 3 months (about 12

tourneys happened). I felt like I was on top of the world when I bagged 3rd place in the Nationals side event sometime in August. But

the run wasn't worth the time. While I was busy building champion decks, my anatomy exams are failing like hell. After our final exam

in anatomy, I ran over my laboratory instructor, Mr. Retz Jacot. He was showing my classmates our lab grade. I found my name in no

time because I know where to look for it. I was stunned. My lab grade is 53. YES. Convert that into the standard grading system and

it means a grade of 5. I FAILED. And as my hopes dimmed, a classmate reminded me that the lab comprises only the 40% of my

total grade and the other 60 would come from the lecture part. I was praying like nuts that I would pass anatomy. It was at that time

that my classmate, Mira, invited me and Raki to the Youth on Fire Campus Jam which is held regularly Fridays in front of my alma

mater. It was our first time to attend this Christian gathering and we were complete aliens in this type of atmosphere. The place alone,

though filled with noise from the performing band and the worshipping members, was solemn on its own, having its shares of stories

that the people inside have. I prayed for luck in our grand finals and so did the others for us who are about to take the exams. After

the session was over, I felt a relief that was missing for the past 2 years of my life. I felt like I was born once more. I met a lot of

people that night and went home with a light heart. Monday was scheduled to be the start of our grand finals for the first semester of

my second year in nursing. The whole week will be a test week so classes won't be regular. Through the course of the week, I didn't

feel any pressure of failing any subject of whatsoever. I was thinking that if I am deserving, I will pass. If not, then it only means one

thing. THIS COURSE IS NOT FOR ME. Come thursday, the people that will take the anatomy removals will be posted. I was praying

just to see my name in this small piece of paper that my prof will give me. As I rolled it up, I saw my name and the letter "R" in caps.

YES! I'll be taking the removals! The next day, I took the healthcare test with all smiles. Later in the night, I attended the Campus Jam

and this time, the people there prayed for those that will take the removals. I was very grateful that they referred me to this

organization. I have accepted the Christian life in no time. During the weekend, my barkada helped us in reviewing. Only 3 of us 11

will take the removals. We stayed at Aileen's place over at the España tower. We reviewed there from 9 am to 10 pm. I remember

reading about 1000+ items of anatomy questions even memorizing their letters when they asked us. Then came the anatomy test.

Everyone was under pressure. 461 students took the removals and the results would be due around 6 pm at the same day. We

finished the test around 12 and ate lunch and had to spend the next 6 hours waiting. It was the LONGEST 6 hours of my life. Then the

moment of truth came. The students ganked up the papers pinned on the lone anatomy bulletin board at the 2nd floor of the Health

and Sciences College. In a matter of minutes, the hallway became a market. Some were crying while other were rejoicing. When I

was able to squeeze in, I looked for the names of the 3 of us. It was arranged alphabetically. Aileen's name wasn't there. Joan's name

is there and there's my name. YES! I PASSED! This is my second leash of life. But the joy turned into something else in a matter of

seconds. One of my sisters didn't pass. And there was our "dad" hugging her to somehow stop her tears from flowing. It's over I told

myself. Our war with this sem is over. We won and lost at the same time. That's it for now. I wanted to relax. The next day, I went

over at Chi's (Aileen) place to check if she was fine. Ofcouse she wasn't silly me, I thought. She said she'll be over it in the break and

we'll be together one last time for this second semester. At the break, I quit playing magic and started playing DOTA. It was also

during the sembreak that I started texting my Editor-In-Chief at the SNA Gazette, Fiona Danao. I looked forward to working with them

at the paper at the start of the sem. It was also during this sembreak that I was able to relocate my old self. The studious, the

religious, the fun loving, the sociable and the ever enthusiastic side of me that was lost 2 years ago. I got my class card and saw my

grades. 1.5 in literature, sociology and antrophology and healthcare and ofcourse the automatic 3.0 for passing the removals in

anatomy. There I saw these girls I have liked all along. Counting the number of girls I have been linked to in my 2 years at Trinity, it

totalled 7. Each one having a testimonial for me at my friendster account. Funny yet ironic. Me, being the honest person that I am,

told each and everyone of those seven that I liked them. It has been my trademark eversince. Mr. Flirty telling them the facts straight

to their faces. Amazing. As the start of the second semester inched in, I felt this longing in me grow. The longing to write again.

When our first official Gazette meeting happened, I was surprised. It was the SNA officers, Mr.Barte (my former adviser, SNA Adviser)

and only Ate Fiona was present. I listened all throughout the meeting and heard some delicate information. I am now an insider. After

5 hours, the meeting was adjourned and I went home tired but happy. Happy because I'm yet again in a family like the ones I had

before only this time, the members are strangers to me. The second semester has started and I am given this second chance. I

continued attending the campus jam whenever I can but I feel bad for the other sessions that I missed because I chose to play DOTA

instead of attending. I'm sorry God. But life has to go on and I hope I can make up for those shortcomings. I was flabbergasted by the

fact that I'm here because of his mercy and yet I am of no use. These thoughts disappeared in minutes as I looked up at the blue sky

above me. The "ber" months are coming and the wind has changed. And so should my life. I took up notes and studied them

whenever possible. I must say I am doing well now because I am inspired. Inspired by the presence of my barkada, my Gazette

family and my family. I also want to thank Dana, my bestfrend, for still believing in me all through this time that I wasn't able to make

it up to her. I love u girl!

Again, happy holidays to you all. I wish I could write more but in doing so, I will spend the rest of this day typing. Haha! God bless

everyone. Peace out I,,I_ (^_^) _I,,I

Currently listening to: Life Support - Hale
Currently reading: none
Currently watching: none
Currently feeling: unbelievably blessed

your smile is gently freezing
snow feels in away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
your thoughts you never knew
your lies and empty promises
i'll do the more at you

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

Everything about you
the world was something new
and I was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time I see the shelter
and every time I walk away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a lens that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
and I will talk to myself
on a lazy Sunday afternoon
and I'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be a little bit proud of me
while trying to be so perfect you'll see
and nothing can compare to
whatever lies out there

there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one.......

 

I just feel like posting this song... cool

Currently listening to: Neon - Sponge Cola
Currently feeling: Happy but Tipsy

New Tattoo

Urbandub

Great moments they pass by
If youre careless
Desperately trying to speak the words
Ive been wanting to say for a long time.
Tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
In time, Ill find the right line.

Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
Hopelessly trying to find a way
To be near you, to get near you.
In my mind, plays thoughts of you all the
time
Ill find the right line

Ill bleed for you
Like a new tattoo in my heart
Youll stay permanent

Am I too late now?
Will I find a way to get to you somehow?
Shes breaking me down again
Shes breaking me down

Currently listening to: Urbandub - A new tattoo
Currently feeling: sad

I got this idea from fellow blogger, "katukayo" and classmate Robert Bautista. Go find his site on my links.

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TEN WISHES BEFORE SCHOOL DAYS ARE BACK

1. Urbandub (Influence album) CD.. original po ha...
2. Mapanood ung King Kong sa sine..
3. Mabigyan ng P500 ng kahit sino... bigay ha inde pahawak lng!
4. Makapag DOTA kasama lahat ng DOTA boys d2 sa min... 10 kami sakto pero laging 4 lng kami magkalaro...
5. Makanood ng Mulawin or Exodus para sa lit movie review namin...
6. Mapaayos ung scroll nung cellphone ko... sira na e...
7. Mabigyan ko ng regalo ung mga mahal ko sa buhay na di ko pa nabibigyan..
8. Makabalik ng maayos dito sa manila lahat ng friends and relatives ko na nasa province
9. Gumaling na tong mga lesions sa paa ko...
10. May magbigay ng P300 na load sa cell...

well that's it! d masyadong tangible mga gusto ko e... pero pag lahat un nangyari or nagkaron ako, sobrang saya na ng new year ko....

happy holidays people! 5 days na lng its twenty o six na!!!

Currently listening to: before I let u go - freestyle
Currently feeling: feeling senti

2005 was the best year I had. I met people that brought sense to my life. I'm speechless. Overwhelmed perhaps by the events that has transpired year long. I just want to say this short prayer...

Lord God
Thank you for the year that has passed
It was the best year of my life
Your blessing all year long was more than enough to keep me at bay
And thus, with this, I can only ask you of one more thing
though change is constant in this world of ours
I hope my fortunes and the people around me won't change
So help me God

Amen.

Currently listening to: Boundless - Sponge Cola
Currently feeling: blessed