robert_dota

Ever fell for someone who you feel is the right one for you only to find out she lands with someone else u least expect her to be with? Then afterwards, they part ways and u find yourself falling for her again each and everytime you see her?

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HA! it's been a long ride now since classes started last month. I'm having a very good run as a junior now in college taking up the ever demanding nursing course. I've met new friends, faced different kind of people and amassed different things in a span of one and a half month. It is pretty obvious that I am busy isn't it? It's been almost 3 weeks since I last posted here. Am I busy? Maybe not. I just can't find the right words to use in making my posts. Everyday is a new day and it's quite funny how things end up at the end of the day. What the heck am I talking about? Alright. I'll share some na nga..

Since entering St.Joseph's College (after leaving trinity), I've been a different person. DIFFERENT. I've been smarter, stopped bragging about what I have and what I do, picks the right time for the right things and studies, even in advance, every now and then. Somehow, the school's holy atmosphere has changed my lifestyle and I am glad it did. My new school also has something great for guy newcomers like me; A TON OF HOT CHICKS! Haha! I am flabbergasted by the insurmountable amounts of gorgeous looking ladies in our school. But hey, if you know me, you should very well know that I don't settle for looks. And just like now, this has been proven time and time and time again...

I'm so in love with my new classmate (how do I define new? haha! you'll never know...) and I'm going bananas everytime I see her. I don't know what's with her that catches my fancy but I can very much say she's so unique (and yes, I tell her about this every now and then). I just feel bad that I think we are living in different worlds. She has her own ways and so do I. The only thing we have in common is our course and that sucks. She always has this unorthodox style of showing a guy what he means to her and I must say  I'll never know how she does it. Well so much for my lovelife now! Even I myself can't come to terms with what I should do about what I feel. But one thing's for sure now: I'm willing to lose it all for her even if I fail.

So help me God.

take a bunch of care everyone!

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dad's going back to africa today after spending two weeks here. He'll be back in four months to have a 2 weeks stay again. Coldsnap, the new magic expansion is out and I've got lots of cards in my wants list. I still have to pay about 2K of mortgages. Haha!

Currently listening to: The Used - Blue and Yellow
Currently feeling: Happy

robert_dota

"Is this the beginning of our last dance? Once around the floor can we do it again? I feel the thrill from words we say... I LOVE YOU"

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I give up.

She's too hard to please, too hard to get and this mountain only got higher that I can't see the peak anymore. I've soared too high only to crash and burn. You're too much. Sometimes I think ur not enough. You're so unpredictable and yet too easy to read. I'm challenged but I'm only hurting myself as it goes longer. I give up.

The night belongs to us

We're caught in a world of our own

We cling to the hope it will change for us

Is it in vain? Is it too late?

Why did it have to be you than I?

I heard the news today...

Currently listening to: Endless, A Silent Whisper - Urbandub
Currently feeling: Confused