For a second when I was on my way to ateneo with vany, all my good days back in UP with someone I MISS BADLY flashed in front of my very eyes. I fell silent for a moment and I in my mind, I uttered these words : "YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIME". Right now, I've just finished reading past blog entries of dana in her livejournal account and something that should have caught my attention a year back only struck me today. IM A MORON.I had the bestfriend any human being could ever have in this world and yet, everything that we built so quickly in months, things that I thought would last for a lifetime disappeared, gone into thin air. Just like with all those things I have been doing in my life lately. I have disappointed my friends, my parents and MYSELF. I expected too much, but that much I know I can do but shit happens, I messed everything up even before my dreams could come true. What have I done with my life?

I LOST GOOD FRIENDS along the way and MESSED AN ALMOST but not quite PERFECT LIFE that I worked so hard for to have.

I still have time to change and turn things around. I know I still have and I'm glad to say that Im on the right track. I just wish the people around me are still kind enough to stay and help me re-build all those broken foundations of my dream kingdom. A kingdom not meant for a king but one for a peasant who dreamt of life. A REAL LIFE.

PLEASE HELP ME GET MY LIFE BACK.

Currently listening to: everything - lifehouse
Currently feeling: confused